Tuesday, May 3, 2011

The Hills are Alive


I just got home from a 3 hour long play audition with Paige. It was call-backs for The Sound of Music. We found out about the auditions and I thought it would be so fun to give Paige a new experience, (especially since she didn't really understand how it all worked - when we left for the first audition she told Ashby to look for her on t.v.). She tried out for the role of Gretl, of course (I know, weird way to spell it, but it's true). Heaven knows Paige has enough energy and dramatic flare to be in theatre, but I was a bit worried about her singing. Tonight was filled with lots of singing rehearsal, simple choreography, and script reading. The singing was pretty boring for Paige since she didn't need to learn any of the harmonies, and unfortunately she was in and out of her seat and not paying attention. I was pretty frustrated, because it's hard to explain to a kindergartner that she is being watched and judged on every little thing she does. Paige loved the dancing and sliding across the stage and trying to figure out how to do a jazz square. She also did a great job saying her lines and acting out her part. It was a really fun and successful evening, and we watched the crowd of candidates diminish. The part of Gretl was down to just two little girls. Unfortunately Paige did not get it. She was quite disappointed, which helped me realize she understood a lot more about it than I thought she did. But Paige did amazing! She even went and said congratulations to the other little girl without any coaxing from me. She said thank you to the directors and good luck to all the other cast members. Wow!

I'm so glad Paige got to have this experience. I will admit, I was getting pretty excited as the night was drawing to a close - but I had to give myself a reality check, too. What are the chances Paige would be cast in the very first play she ever auditioned for, and really after only seeing 3 or 4 plays at all?

It was fun to work with Paige throughout the week on learning and memorizing songs and parts. I tried to keep it laid back so it would be a non-stressful experience for her, but part of me just really wanted her to work hard, pay attention and do it right! It made me think and wonder about my own mom when I was growing up and doing plays. That's really a lot of work for a mom. Hopefully some day Paige will get to be cast in a play and make great memories. This learning experience will definitely send her in the right direction.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Now I know

I really love the look of the long, flowing loose curls that everyone seems to be doing with their hair these days. I think its gorgeous. So, for about the last year I have been growing out my hair to get to the point that I could enjoy some long, smooth, shiny curls for myself. Well, I haven't been very happy about the whole process. I decided that for Mother's Day I wanted to get my hair cut. So yesterday I did it. I cut off about 7 inches and now I finally feel like myself again. Now I know that I am not a long hair kind of girl. I feel much happier and more free. I actually felt like clicking my heels on the way out of Fantastic Sams.

Monday, April 25, 2011

[*sigh*]

Apparently I sigh a lot. I don't notice it, but my very compassionate and concerned husband does.
"What's the matter?" he'll say whenever he hears my sigh.
"Hm? Oh, I don't know."

And so I try to think of why I sigh.
Maybe I sigh sometimes because:
  • I'm tired
  • I need to clean the house, but I don't want to
  • I'm going to have baby #4
  • I miss my mom
  • My hair is long, and I want it to be short
  • I need to exercise
  • The kids are driving me crazy
  • I want to eat something I know I probably shouldn't
  • I'm tired
  • I forgot
  • The laundry is piling up
  • The to-do list is getting longer
  • I feel unattractive
  • I don't want to make dinner
  • I'm tired
  • Something's missing
  • I have to do it all over again
  • I have to discipline the kids
  • I'm overwhelmed
  • I don't want to
  • Somebody is crying
  • I'm tired

There are a million good reasons to sigh. Why do you sigh?

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Now accepting congratulations and sympathy

Yesterday we found out that we are having another bouncing baby boy.

I couldn't sleep at all last night. I kept imagining our 3 boys ganging up on me, wrestling each other, and wrecking the house.

I'm afraid Paige is going to have a hard time when she's finally old enough to babysit for us - and believe me, I'm really looking forward to the time she can babysit.

I think about having to squirt more vaseline in his sore newborn diaper region. I think about boy scout requirements and preparing for missions.

Personally, whenever I hear about, or talk to moms with a lot of boys, my eyebrows furrow into a look of sympathy (and a little admiration). I think it takes a lot of work, and a lot of energy to raise boys.

I guess there are always goods and bads about boys and girls. I will do my best, but I just hope I have enough strength to do it right.

My Grandma said it best when I told her I was having another boy (she too had a girl and then 3 boys). She said, "I'm sorry...But, you will love him."

Rumor is, I know all the answers

I recently found myself around a table with two Moms-of-two, and two Soon-to-be-moms. I found it amusing when I suddenly realized they were all looking at me like I knew all the answers of motherhood. Funny - and also a bit flattering. I was glad to share some of my experiences and mistakes, but heaven help anyone who thinks I'm an expert.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Blumer Spring Break

For Spring Break we decided to stay in town and try to do some things that we never get around to doing. We went on lots of field trips and the kids did really well most of time, so it was quite enjoyable.


Monday: Temple Square (including the new children's exhibit at the Church History Museum - we highly recommend it!). The kids were also really excited to walk around the "park" at the top of the Conference Center.
Tuesday: Bean Museum
Wednesday: Provo Library
Thursday: Living Planet Aquarium.
Friday: Hike up Provo Canyon


Paige wrote her own scripture

1 Paige 6:6

6 You nowe that God Made our Homes. So bild You're Home And Have a Betr life!